General
Whenever I forget to categorize things they go under this.
Sleep is for the Weak and I rolled a 1 for Str.
You know you have not made good decisions for your day when you look at 11:40PM at night and think to yourself “Time to go to bed early.”
We’ll see what tomorrow brings, I just may write another piece to Lost in a Sea of Stars.
Or I might ramble about the tensile strength of trash bags, frankly its hard to tell these days.
Thunder(Cats)
There is a thunderstorm outside, remarkable stuff, seeing that flash of light and then tens of seconds later hearing the source. It’s subtle, I imagine for many people that incident goes by or has gone by without ever really triggering any scientific observation.
But just imagine, at a time when testing the speed of light was entirely impossible, that simple event could help you divine something that isn’t necessarily intuitive. Light travels faster than sound.
I really like it, I’m hoping we have a lot more thunder tonight. It’s exciting, especially when you try to take into consideration how far away the thunder originated by the time it takes for you to see the flash versus how long it takes for you to hear it.
The flash is sort of like the beginning of the stopwatch, telling you when to hit go, and the moment the sound hits your ears you’ve reached the end of the race. Sound travels at about 340 meters per second, so if you end up waiting 4 seconds, that thunder sparked a mile away. Presuming I’m doing the math correctly, 340*4=1360? I dunno, I’m a wee bit tired. So between 4 and 5 seconds.
But regardless, I find it very neat. Just a thought I figured I’d pass on to you.
PS. Cats don’t care where thunder originates, they hate it.
The Two-Way Road of Business
In business there is a very good reason that companies use form letters and unimpassioned messages to their consumer base. The average consumer is jaded, there is a belief that every business is designed to do little more than predate on them. This created the self fulfilling prophecy that most consumers despise.
If you have worked in retail, you have likely experienced this first hand.
Any business that shows humanity, takes personal time for their letters, and uses casual tones will find themselves more often taken advantage by people who misconstrue their words. A legally approved form letter creates a near certainty that your words will be concise and cannot be used against you.
We expect from business that they will do evil, we give them no incentive to not do so, then we lament it once they do. The consumer should act exactly as they expect to be acted upon, if you wish to visit businesses with friendly and lively people, you need to also be friendly and lively.
If you visit a business with malice and sarcasm, you deserve nothing else in return.
Just some thoughts, seeing as soon I’ll be dealing with a customer service issue with my internet and the furthest thing from my mind is strangling the first person I talk to (well not entirely true, worldwide genocide and many other things are even further, but in relation to the topic at hand it is the furthest in spirit).
The Ticking Clock of Life
The feeling like our life is racing ahead of us is something that I’m fairly certain everyone experiences at one time or another. In the past I have suggested that you spend your childhood trying to make time go by faster and then as an adult you spend your time trying to make it go slower.
The tragedy here is that in both cases you fail, that mad dash to 18 is quite an amazing mistake in the US. The illusion of a greater future and the idea that you’ll be doing something overwhelmingly powerful out the door of your youth is one that entrances millions of kids.
What most people don’t point out is that on the other side of 18 is an army of predatory adults just waiting to devour you whole. It’s unfortunate, but that’s not what I’m here to talk about.
Yeah! You better change the subject…
I think that what may contribute to our experience of time is the period between interactions and returns. As a child most of our interactions see a nearly immediate return on investment, you get school work on Monday and get schoolwork due for Tuesday. Your next full unit of return is 24 hours, this is compounded by the 6 classes you likely have. This means that each day is full of tasks that need to be completed and the next page of your life flips in a single day. Compare this with being an adult, you have tasks that are due over the course of weeks or months. You get paychecks once or twice a month (perhaps as high as four times). This is a difference on return of as much as 100x and can quite easily be even more than that. As a child if you tried to rush to the next task you’d jump forward a single day, if you rush to the next task as an adult you will be in many cases a couple weeks older.
There are only 52 weeks in the year, you can make this jump 26 times before you are suddenly older.
Each hour twisting closer to the last.
This is a societal construct. We put less value on the input of adults. As a child you can get great returns on minimal investment, the moment you become an adult it takes great swaths of time for most people to see any kind of recognition. It’s jarring, your natural instinct is to try and treat it like a game, to gather the most collections of return and then act on it. The problem is that while a video game character may be eternal, there are only so many sunsets any of us get to see.
I want to test this knowledge. Though I think I already have. The cruise I took felt like it was at least a month long where it was only about a week or two. Each day stretched on for eons and by the end of it I was exhausted by what felt like an eternity away from responsibility.
I want to capture this again, I want to be shocked (and pleased) that it is only Tuesday. Because all too often in my life now I find myself saying “Thursday again? Wasn’t yesterday Monday.” There is only so many times you can play that song before it falls silent. So I suggest to anyone reading this, try and catalog your outputs and returns for a month. See how far apart they are, find ways to fill the void, give your life a multitude of details and layers. Or perhaps not, really if you are comfortable with the speed of your year then you can ignore this. But it would be interesting to see if anything comes from this expansion of time.
Today’s update isn’t totally out of place, seeing as my short story takes place in the vast expanse of space and time I took some time today to reflect on my own time. Which is quite meta, I will admit, and by the end of it I realized that I really want things to slow down. I’ll do what I can to ensure that happens, I suppose. May someday soon be back with details on my success.
Reading, Writing, and…
That dry feeling behind my eyes tells me that it is getting late. I really need to shift these things to the early morning as planned so that I stop writing when my brain has turned to utter mush. It’s been a darn shame lately because my normal sources for material to talk about are all dry. Which might be a good thing.
When I was in college one of the projects we had to do was write a story on the fly. You were given a set of random restrictions and then had to write about it. It was the source of one of my short stories “The Alabaster Bonobo” and was actually quite fun.
I think I might try something, now this is a heated idea because naturally if I think I’m going to do something I almost never do it (just a personal quirk). When I don’t have anything better to talk about I’m going to start writing a short story. I don’t know when it’ll end, I only vaguely have an idea what it’ll be about, and lord knows it will not have any sort of editing or proper grammar.
But if you’ve been reading for longer than a post you know that this is all par for the course.
Searched the word “Idea’” and saw this image. I like it a lot, so here we are.
RL-PGs
I have a random thought for the day. Something to mull over if you find yourself bored. How interesting would it be if we lived in a world where you were rewarded and expected to routinely change jobs? Each time you mastered a field you would move onto a new one, in this way creating a population of people skilled at multiple trades and creating a safety net in case any particular issue demands a group of people with that expertise.
I’ve just noticed in games that I tend to take my characters through every profession and mastering all the options. I end up with a team that can do anything well.
Just a thought, as someone who even studied broad subjects, I’m biased, I just like the idea of diversity in thought and action. Railroading yourself into one thing for the rest of your life just seems quite sad unless it is something you truly love, and in those cases I don’t know if I’d consider it a job anymore.
In Thoughtless Thought
This has been a remarkably long short week, one day off and I still feel so utterly exhausted. Mentally I am not much better, luckily the days of “How it’s made” and Lensmoor have loosened up my brain box enough to keep my smirking.
I really like that show, it was designed for folks like me, which is quite a lot of people I suspect. Seeing how things are made is fascinating, understanding how the world works is fantastic. Big or small, these little discoveries help build us and bring us closer to the goal of mental unity.
I like that someday when I have kids and they ask me how something works I’ll be able to impart upon them some level of accurate information, on the spot. That will be truly wonderful, I hope I will never catch myself stifling their creativity or curiosity.
That’s a ways away though, so I won’t put too much thought into it for now. Instead I’ll think about the here and now and adding more to the storybook this weekend. It contains relative times options, and so I think I’m going to try building the entire history into it (the major bits).
That’ll be best. Now I’m going to go rest, we’ll see if I get enough rest tonight to manage some meaningful thoughts tomorrow.
Dentistry and Office Dreams
Well in the last 2 days I’ve worked 21 hours straight. Admittedly part of those 21 hours were attempting to rest in office while my wife’s maintenance finished up, since mine was done sooner, but it still was a great distance away from my comfortable bed and actual fresh air.
Following that long period of work I had a dental appointment today. I must say that I actually enjoyed that, my old dentist was terrible, finding cavities at every turn and drilling out half my skull. Each time the quest was the same “Does this hurt?” I would say no and he would remove half my tooth and replace it with metal and sure enough it hurt after.
But my new dentist is careful, caring, consistent. Correctly berates me for not flossing but otherwise takes fantastic care of me. Where once I walked from the dentist office with sore jaw and months of eating on the opposite side of my mouth I now leave with a mouth that feels like diamonds. Comfortable, clean, and happy.
The worst part about today’s checkup was realizing my dentist has better memory than I do. “Did you buy that waterpik yet?” “Holy cow…I forgot I said I had planned to. It totally slipped my mind, but no big, not like I told you 6 months ago and you actually remember.”
Do they take notes? Possibly, wouldn’t surprise me, but that’s not necessarily cheating. I should learn to do the same.
So yes, that’s all I’ve got today. I think soon we’ll talk in depth about lensmoor, I might want to try and revive the population in that game.