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Lost in a Sea of Stars–The Grave Beyond

(Previously)

  I’d like to say it is cold, that we are in the center of some tomblike cask of metal but it would be such an exaggeration that I’d be doing the gravity of the situation a deep injustice. The air is meticulously conditioned, the temperature is perfect, and the lighting is adequate and simulates our home sun’s wavelength down to the millionth decimal place.

  No, while space outside is bombarding our ship with life rending radiation, the ship is doing its part and keeping us entirely shielded. The cold vacuum of eternity is tugging relentlessly on the other side of these walls and we could very easily be none the wiser.

  But it would make me happier, it would help to instill the sense of urgency that I feel we need. It would help us all quickly come to terms with the problem at hand.

  “I still think I could have killed them.”

  I looked at Thane, his hand gripping a stick of dried meat. He tears off a piece and grinds it between his thick hammer-like teeth.

  “I wasn’t worried about you Thane.” I respond. “I was worried that we’d all be dead by the time you had finished with the last of them.”

  “Fair enough. But where did pacifism get us now? This ship is equipped with an F class engine, which is more an insult than a blessing.”

  Thane’s jet black eyes pierce into my own as we speak. I can’t argue with him, this shuttle is meant more as a last ditch option in case of critical system failure of the mother ship. Like a life preserver in the center of the ocean, it is better than the alternative but not by much.

  I can tell that Dim is equally unhappy with our choice to flee the ship. While he plots our location in the navigation system he grumbles, muttering under his breath. He had brought some of his favorite weapons on the trip, something that still unsettles me in hindsight. Dim is a small man, thin, not build for hand to hand combat, but what he lacks in physical prowess he makes up for with incredible accuracy. It is, unfortunately, his lack of self preservation that makes him a liability more than an asset in a fight. I speak not from experience but this is what his evaluation to join the team detailed. You cannot, however, argue with his unequalled piloting abilities and so with us he came.

  “I had brought my favorite cell displacer. My favorite one. My father gave me that gun.” He squawked. “Someday I’ll find out who those men were and I’ll get it back, they’ll rue the day.”

  Thane gripped his free hand. “I’ll join you. It sounds to me like we’ve established an incentive for survival.”

  “So survival was not an incentive enough for you?” I reply.

  “Exactly.” Claire rolls her eyes.

  “Not always, no.” Thane tears another piece of meat.

  Dim holds a hand up above his head, silencing us all. “Alright, so here is where we are.” He points to our tiny grey blip on the readout. The image begins to balloon out in all 3 dimensions. Renderings of stars spin slowly in the air at the center of the navigation room.

  “As you can see we are pretty screwed.” He points to a nearby star. “This is the closest star, we’d only die about five years and seventeen days before we reached it.”

  “How long will it take us to reach it?” Claire inquires.

  “If the system is working, it would take us about 5 years and 77 days.” He holds up his fingers and pinches the air. “Missing it by that much.”

  Ghein hurriedly writes some notes down on her glass pad, I can’t see the specifics from here but the glow of red ink flashes across the surface as she writes.

  “This is all presuming that we stay conscious for the trip.” I interject. “We could very well go into stasis after setting the ship up for a contact course with that planet.”

  Ghein nods. “Great minds.”

  “I’m flattered, but there aren’t all that many options in here.”

  Ghein looks up and smiles at me, her freckles reorganize across her cheeks. I can’t help but create constellations in my mind each time. Always looking for a new puzzle to solve, I suppose.

  “Still, it’s the best option. If we go into stasis we’ll be able to set up the ship to use considerably less energy for the trip. We could probably reach an even further location if we so desired.” She took a few steps forward and looked at the star and its designated title. “Better still, this is a member of the Scicaghe project.”

  I hadn’t even realized, that had not occurred to me this entire time. The Scicaghe was a great project a thousand years ago where our ancestors sent out shuttles to far off solar systems. These ships fired off modules that made every planet habitable, or at least that was the objective. It’s still not fully known how well the project worked and for the most part our races have not expanded very far, a few solar systems at best is the most common consensus.

  “So once we land there will be things to eat. That’s good news.” Thane stretches, obviously pleased at the prospect of a planet sized dining room.

  “We’ll need to be careful when we arrive, habitable and comfortable are greatly different.” Claire says. She is correct too, where this ship may be an oasis in the center of a desert, so too can a forest be as dangerous as the voids of space.

  But at least in that situation we have the potential of survival.

  “Do you think we’ll find anything there? It’s been a thousand years of accelerated evolution, we need to be cautious of disease. If anything there has evolved to survive in hosts similar to us we could die from disease.” Claire frowns, I can tell her mind is running wild with apocalypse scenarios.

  “More an issue for you than I, I say we go and you can slap on a body suit when we leave the ship.” Thane straightens himself, he towers over the rest of us. Thane is a metahuman, his ebony skin is as hard as stone yet as flexible as weaker flesh. He is descended from a warrior race, said to have battled great sky beasts in our more archaic history. It’s fascinating, as is he, but it does seem to give him a gross lack of understanding about the dangers of humanoid life. While most diseases cannot infect his people they can quite easily kill myself, Claire, or Ghein outright.

  Death by some super strain is quite unappealing, I’ve never been a fan of vomiting or bleeding to death. Also not much of a fan of Shellfish, but that’s another story.

  “True, suits will protect us from microorganisms, but what about the macro?” I reply.

  “What? Like a wolf or something?” Dim says, his brow cocked. “You really think those probes were able to make full mobile organisms?”

  “It’s not totally implausible, is it?” I look to Claire for backup, am I totally out of line?

  “It’s not likely, but I suppose we don’t know the full rate of advance. Most of the planets that have been colonized since the project have been greatly altered by the inhabitants, that skews any data we might have on the subject.”

  “So what we’ll do, is if we see any big beasties outside we’ll just open the door and slap Thane on the ass. A couple hours later and I’m sure we’ll have a nice perimeter that no creature will dare enter.” Dim grins.

  Thane tilts his head and looks down at Dim. “I accept the challenge, but if you slap my ass I will use you as bait.”

  Dim shrugs. “Fat lot of good that’ll do you, look at me?” Dim points to his thin frame. “Anything of danger will pass me up for sure.”

  Thane throws the last bit of meat into his mouth. “The little bites are usually the tastiest, they just never last long enough.”

  “So Ghein, how long will it take to prepare the stasis for the trip?” I ask.

  “No more than an hour, I’ll just plot in a day prior to connection and we’ll wake up in time to land the ship safely.” She takes a slight bow. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I’ll get started so we can all take a nice nap.”

  Thane makes his way to the door, pausing only to update us on his own plans. “I’ll confirm the engine will make it, I am not in the mood for any more surprises.” He’s gone before I can even get a nod off.

  “It’s a good thing this ship is so small.” Dim points to the trajectory. “We won’t be hidden by any sort of stellar bodies, stars, meteorites, nothing. But as long as we are radio silent the entire way we’ll be basically invisible.”

  Claire frowns. “Basically.”

  “Don’t fret. The odds of us getting caught are almost inconsequential.” He replies.

  “We’ve already been caught.” I reply.

  “Again, I mean, getting caught again.”

  I look to Claire and shrug. “Sounds good to me, we can’t very well wait to be rescued. Might as well set out for this planet and then figure out what to do from there. Best case scenario we’ll be able to set up a hub on that planet and wait for rescue with a much larger window of survival.”

  “And worst case scenario?” She replies.

  “Well, worst case scenario we end up on our own personal galactic gravesite.”

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Sleep is for the Weak and I rolled a 1 for Str.

  You know you have not made good decisions for your day when you look at 11:40PM at night and think to yourself “Time to go to bed early.”

  We’ll see what tomorrow brings, I just may write another piece to Lost in a Sea of Stars.

  Or I might ramble about the tensile strength of trash bags, frankly its hard to tell these days.

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Thunder(Cats)

  There is a thunderstorm outside, remarkable stuff, seeing that flash of light and then tens of seconds later hearing the source. It’s subtle, I imagine for many people that incident goes by or has gone by without ever really triggering any scientific observation.

  But just imagine, at a time when testing the speed of light was entirely impossible, that simple event could help you divine something that isn’t necessarily intuitive. Light travels faster than sound.

Thundercats  I really like it, I’m hoping we have a lot more thunder tonight. It’s exciting, especially when you try to take into consideration how far away the thunder originated by the time it takes for you to see the flash versus how long it takes for you to hear it.

  The flash is sort of like the beginning of the stopwatch, telling you when to hit go, and the moment the sound hits your ears you’ve reached the end of the race. Sound travels at about 340 meters per second, so if you end up waiting 4 seconds, that thunder sparked a mile away. Presuming I’m doing the math correctly, 340*4=1360? I dunno, I’m a wee bit tired. So between 4 and 5 seconds.

  But regardless, I find it very neat. Just a thought I figured I’d pass on to you.

PS. Cats don’t care where thunder originates, they hate it.

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The Two-Way Road of Business

  In business there is a very good reason that companies use form letters and unimpassioned messages to their consumer base. The average consumer is jaded, there is a belief that every business is designed to do little more than predate on them. This created the self fulfilling prophecy that most consumers despise.

  If you have worked in retail, you have likely experienced this first hand.

  Any business that shows humanity, takes personal time for their letters, and uses casual tones will find themselves more often taken advantage by people who misconstrue their words. A legally approved form letter creates a near certainty that your words will be concise and cannot be used against you.

Reciprocate  We expect from business that they will do evil, we give them no incentive to not do so, then we lament it once they do. The consumer should act exactly as they expect to be acted upon, if you wish to visit businesses with friendly and lively people, you need to also be friendly and lively.

  If you visit a business with malice and sarcasm, you deserve nothing else in return.

  Just some thoughts, seeing as soon I’ll be dealing with a customer service issue with my internet and the furthest thing from my mind is strangling the first person I talk to (well not entirely true, worldwide genocide and many other things are even further, but in relation to the topic at hand it is the furthest in spirit).

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The Ticking Clock of Life

  The feeling like our life is racing ahead of us is something that I’m fairly certain everyone experiences at one time or another. In the past I have suggested that you spend your childhood trying to make time go by faster and then as an adult you spend your time trying to make it go slower.

  The tragedy here is that in both cases you fail, that mad dash to 18 is quite an amazing mistake in the US. The illusion of a greater future and the idea that you’ll be doing something overwhelmingly powerful out the door of your youth is one that entrances millions of kids.

  What most people don’t point out is that on the other side of 18 is an army of predatory adults just waiting to devour you whole. It’s unfortunate, but that’s not what I’m here to talk about.

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Yeah! You better change the subject…

I think that what may contribute to our experience of time is the period between interactions and returns. As a child most of our interactions see a nearly immediate return on investment, you get school work on Monday and get schoolwork due for Tuesday. Your next full unit of return is 24 hours, this is compounded by the 6 classes you likely have. This means that each day is full of tasks that need to be completed and the next page of your life flips in a single day. Compare this with being an adult, you have tasks that are due over the course of weeks or months. You get paychecks once or twice a month (perhaps as high as four times). This is a difference on return of as much as 100x and can quite easily be even more than that. As a child if you tried to rush to the next task you’d jump forward a single day, if you rush to the next task as an adult you will be in many cases a couple weeks older.

  There are only 52 weeks in the year, you can make this jump 26 times before you are suddenly older.

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Each hour twisting closer to the last.

  This is a societal construct. We put less value on the input of adults. As a child you can get great returns on minimal investment, the moment you become an adult it takes great swaths of time for most people to see any kind of recognition. It’s jarring, your natural instinct is to try and treat it like a game, to gather the most collections of return and then act on it. The problem is that while a video game character may be eternal, there are only so many sunsets any of us get to see.

  I want to test this knowledge. Though I think I already have. The cruise I took felt like it was at least a month long where it was only about a week or two. Each day stretched on for eons and by the end of it I was exhausted by what felt like an eternity away from responsibility.

  I want to capture this again, I want to be shocked (and pleased) that it is only Tuesday. Because all too often in my life now I find myself saying “Thursday again? Wasn’t yesterday Monday.” There is only so many times you can play that song before it falls silent. So I suggest to anyone reading this, try and catalog your outputs and returns for a month. See how far apart they are, find ways to fill the void, give your life a multitude of details and layers. Or perhaps not, really if you are comfortable with the speed of your year then you can ignore this. But it would be interesting to see if anything comes from this expansion of time.

  Today’s update isn’t totally out of place, seeing as my short story takes place in the vast expanse of space and time I took some time today to reflect on my own time. Which is quite meta, I will admit, and by the end of it I realized that I really want things to slow down. I’ll do what I can to ensure that happens, I suppose. May someday soon be back with details on my success.

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Lost in a Sea of Stars

  You don’t expect piracy in this day and age, it just seems so unlikely. The sequence of events for us to meet someone else are so outlandish that I still find myself in disbelief. Yet here we are, floating through the vast void. Off in the distance I can see the glow of a star well out of reach.

  Even taking radio chatter into account, linking paths with them was just so unbelievable. How do they even manage to survive by plundering such an empty and barren place? Why were we even out here to begin with? I certainly don’t recall.

  But here we are, floating aimlessly. This Phoenician pod is not built to keep us alive indefinitely, but I’m not of the illusion that those men didn’t know. They killed us certainly, and they did it in the most heinous way possible. With the recycling system we should be able to live for a few months at the absolute most.

  Hibernation is a possibility as well. We can set them indefinitely and let the system slowly fail, slipping off into death peacefully. I hadn’t put that option on to the table until just now, I think I’ll bring it up later.

  “Shiki, what are you doing?” Clare said, her face still crumpled in worry. She didn’t expect to leave that ship alive and unharmed, I admit that I too was surprised. Their malice and desire for our lab equipment must have outweighed any carnal evils that their kind are known for.

  “Just taking notes, you know how it is.” I replied. “Once a scientist, always-”

  Clare sat down on one of the titanium foil seats the lined the pod’s main hall. Her pants creaked as the thick fabric pulled on the chairs perforations.

  “Do you think we are going to get out of this?” She asked me, a glimmer in her green eyes suggested the only answer she wished to hear. Her lips curled slightly as I returned nothing but silence. My temples ached, every permutation of the future, both near and far, was flooding my neurons.

  “Shiki?”

  “I’m sorry. I-well, possibly.”

  “How? We are too far from anywhere, this pod has no high speed travel system.”

  I rubbed the back of my neck, short silver hairs pricked my fingertips. “This is true, we won’t make it if our goal is to consciously travel to the nearest system. Water will dry up, our rations will dwindle, and we won’t be able to harvest enough matter to replicate replacements as quickly as we’ll consume them.”

  I began pacing slowly. “No, this was their plan. They make off with our research, our equipment, and they leave us to die in the darkness. I’m sure they are delighting themselves right now.” A pause, I pointed to the front of the pod. “Ironically our emergency system could very well bring more like them, I’m still running the odds. I’d much rather die on my own terms than at the hands of another group of barbarians.”

  The pod is equipped with a bunk room, hibernation chambers, a cafeteria, and a low level navigations room. In the grand scheme of things we could be much worse off, this could be a thousand years ago and we could be sitting in a tiny pod dying in a matter of days. Funding really, that’s what may be the death of us. Had we been able to fully modernize we could have outrun them, perhaps fended them off, but unfortunately we were out of our element.

  I laugh.

  “What is it?” She asks.

  “How preposterous is this? When you were growing up do you remember watching the shows about space pirates and the great space wars? How outlandish that whole bit of nonsense was. Relative time and space, the sheer monstrous distance from planet to planet, and how immensely insignificant even the largest known starships are. It’s like finding a specific grain of sand in the center of the Tarosian Ocean.”

  “Yes, but it happened.”

  “Trust me Clare, I’m well aware of that.”

  She leaned back and crossed her arms.

  “I’m sorry, but this isn’t exactly ideal. Where are the others?”

  Clare pointed to the bunks. “Ghein and Dim are in the bunks.” Then she closed her first and pointed her thumb to her right. “Thane’s in the Cafeteria.”

  “Probably unwise to leave him alone in there.” I reply.

  “Do you want to tell him otherwise?” She grins faintly.

  I nod. “Let’s gather everyone in the navigation room. The more I think about this the less pleased I am with the prospect of death in space.”

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And yet it moves. – Galileo Galilei

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Reading, Writing, and…

  That dry feeling behind my eyes tells me that it is getting late. I really need to shift these things to the early morning as planned so that I stop writing when my brain has turned to utter mush. It’s been a darn shame lately because my normal sources for material to talk about are all dry. Which might be a good thing.

  When I was in college one of the projects we had to do was write a story on the fly. You were given a set of random restrictions and then had to write about it. It was the source of one of my short stories “The Alabaster Bonobo” and was actually quite fun.

  I think I might try something, now this is a heated idea because naturally if I think I’m going to do something I almost never do it (just a personal quirk). When I don’t have anything better to talk about I’m going to start writing a short story. I don’t know when it’ll end, I only vaguely have an idea what it’ll be about, and lord knows it will not have any sort of editing or proper grammar.

  But if you’ve been reading for longer than a post you know that this is all par for the course.

  Plato

Searched the word “Idea’” and saw this image. I like it a lot, so here we are.

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  I have a random thought for the day. Something to mull over if you find yourself bored. How interesting would it be if we lived in a world where you were rewarded and expected to routinely change jobs? Each time you mastered a field you would move onto a new one, in this way creating a population of people skilled at multiple trades and creating a safety net in case any particular issue demands a group of people with that expertise.

  I’ve just noticed in games that I tend to take my characters through every profession and mastering all the options. I end up with a team that can do anything well.

  Just a thought, as someone who even studied broad subjects, I’m biased, I just like the idea of diversity in thought and action. Railroading yourself into one thing for the rest of your life just seems quite sad unless it is something you truly love, and in those cases I don’t know if I’d consider it a job anymore.

In Thoughtless Thought

  This has been a remarkably long short week, one day off and I still feel so utterly exhausted. Mentally I am not much better, luckily the days of “How it’s made” and Lensmoor have loosened up my brain box enough to keep my smirking.

  I really like that show, it was designed for folks like me, which is quite a lot of people I suspect. Seeing how things are made is fascinating, understanding how the world works is fantastic. Big or small, these little discoveries help build us and bring us closer to the goal of mental unity.

  I like that someday when I have kids and they ask me how something works I’ll be able to impart upon them some level of accurate information, on the spot. That will be truly wonderful, I hope I will never catch myself stifling their creativity or curiosity.

  That’s a ways away though, so I won’t put too much thought into it for now. Instead I’ll think about the here and now and adding more to the storybook this weekend. It contains relative times options, and so I think I’m going to try building the entire history into it (the major bits).

  That’ll be best. Now I’m going to go rest, we’ll see if I get enough rest tonight to manage some meaningful thoughts tomorrow.

Dentistry and Office Dreams

  Well in the last 2 days I’ve worked 21 hours straight. Admittedly part of those 21 hours were attempting to rest in office while my wife’s maintenance finished up, since mine was done sooner, but it still was a great distance away from my comfortable bed and actual fresh air.

  Following that long period of work I had a dental appointment today. I must say that I actually enjoyed that, my old dentist was terrible, finding cavities at every turn and drilling out half my skull. Each time the quest was the same “Does this hurt?” I would say no and he would remove half my tooth and replace it with metal and sure enough it hurt after.

  But my new dentist is careful, caring, consistent. Correctly berates me for not flossing but otherwise takes fantastic care of me. Where once I walked from the dentist office with sore jaw and months of eating on the opposite side of my mouth I now leave with a mouth that feels like diamonds. Comfortable, clean, and happy.

  The worst part about today’s checkup was realizing my dentist has better memory than I do. “Did you buy that waterpik yet?” “Holy cow…I forgot I said I had planned to. It totally slipped my mind, but no big, not like I told you 6 months ago and you actually remember.”

  Do they take notes? Possibly, wouldn’t surprise me, but that’s not necessarily cheating. I should learn to do the same.

  So yes, that’s all I’ve got today. I think soon we’ll talk in depth about lensmoor, I might want to try and revive the population in that game.

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