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Wymi–Further Fishy Figuring

 

  Wymi, otherwise known as, “What you Make it.” Is a easy to remember two syllable word that represents the second and possibly final piece to “The Fish and the Faith”. It’s something I was told ages ago during the short stint of time I spent in Church. The answer came when I asked why no two people had the same response to what heaven was.

  The man told me “Heaven is What you Make it.” Well that was interesting I thought. Because I am a bit of a completionist, another fake word that I’m sure nobody needs explained. I need to see things to fruition, whenever a problem is unsolved, a story unfinished, or a debate unresolved, I am left brooding over it.

  What if? What would be the ultimate end to this problem? I need to know this, I need to have all the data. It’s part of the beauty of our relative size. You could live the same span of time a hundred thousand times and never experience the same life twice unless you actively tried. Millions of different locations, billions of people, seemingly endless variations, every generation is riddled with infinite possibilities.

  So with this in mind, I had told the man, nowhere nearly as eloquently as I’m about to tell you, “I would want this.” If Heaven is Wymi, then I would choose to make it where I am now. We have Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, and the outlying Kuiper belt objects. This is centuries of exploration in a single solar system. Then we have 200 billion solar systems in our galaxy alone. That’s 200 billion times hundreds of centuries (lets cut the difference and say 500 centuries or 50,000 years per solar system). 200 billion times 50,000 is 2,000,000,000,000,000 years of content to explore in our galaxy alone (forgive discrepancies in math I’m doing this on the fly with only a few sips of coffee in me thus far).

  There are 7 trillion dwarf galaxies, I’ll count these as a quarter of ours just to not exaggerate too much (it’s arbitrary I might be counting them for less than what they are). Then there are 350 billion large galaxies, I’ll count these as 1:1 even though again it is arbitrary. That means there are 2.1 trillion galaxies or 2,100,000,000 galaxies out there, at 2,000,000,000,000,000 years a piece that’s 4,200,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 years worth of content. A tale of the most epic proportions, a game of the most unbelievable size, a journey of utterly unfathomable variety.

  This is curiosity porn at its most ridiculous, this is a mass of content that dwarfs every single action by ever single living thing that has ever breathed on the surface of the Earth. Yet we are so quickly to discount it all and say “It can’t be just this can it? This can’t be all there is?”

  We stand, miniscule and nondescript on the surface of a nearly invisible pebble, that pebble spins around an orb of flam that is itself nearly invisible as it floats around a galaxy that is nearly invisible amidst a sea of a trillion other galaxies, all of which likely is but a spec in the vast darkness that spans for infinitum in all directions.

  It’s so astoundingly beautiful that thinking about it makes me warm from head to toe. This is what I want, heaven could not interest me in the slightest until this entire journey is complete. Until ever rock is overturned, to be taken away early is a maddening thought, and the possibility that an afterlife could result in knowing it all instantly is incredibly unsettling.

  So why? Why would I even need to die in the first place, if Wymi is correct then I’m already here. Death is a superfluous and redundant feature. I find it almost impossible to believe anything with the mental capacity to create so much content (even procedurally) is so near sighted that they’d have such poor variety in ultimate outcomes.

  100 Years? Really? When there are 4,200 trillion trillion years of content for me to explore? What monster would do such a thing?

  That, I believe, is the conclusion to the two major reasons I am not a man of faith. I cannot be so greedy that I would look at so much and ask myself “Is this it?” I instead ponder just what can come along that would grant me the power to see it all, one gorgeous discovery at a time.

  Again apologies for any bad math above, the gist is still the same. If you enjoyed the few minutes you spent here on this please vote for this article on reddit (link provided above) I would be infinitely appreciative, views help me both figuratively and literally.

The Fish and the Faith

  I’m a big fan of philosophy, I am not a “believer”, nor ever will I be. The following article is one half of the puzzle as to why. Obviously I will never see the purpose, personally, in faith and certainly not in religion, the emotional and physical benefits of either are equally found in merely being optimistic/charismatic.

  This does not mean I would tell another that they should stop believing. I do however ask that nobody ever stop questioning their faith. Not to see if it is wrong, but to be sure that their understanding is always fresh and alive. The moment a person becomes locked in what they feel they know, they no longer know anything at all.

  So with that lets begin this little adventure:

“Give a man a fish; you have fed him for today.  Teach a man to fish; and you have fed him for a lifetime”—Author unknown

  It’s a saying that is easily as old as I am. At least I recall hearing it at a young age. This is one of those sayings that I feel transcends survival and roots itself in the very question of faith. Allow me to backpedal one step further and we’ll return to this.

  It is said, by most faiths that I’m aware of, that a creator of some fashion formed the Earth and the Sky above. These days we extrapolate that to mean the entire universe (cause that’s what we do). This leaves me with a very difficult problem to accept. I am supposed to believe that a being would create the entire universe, a region so unbelievably big that it is literally impossible to fathom. That humans would be placed on a pebble in the middle of a vast ocean for seemingly no reason.

  The amount of waste involved in this belief is unrivaled by any other form of waste in all known human history and easily you could take every wasted though, action, or death of every living thing that has ever existed on the Earth, you could give them nearly any level of weight in importance, and still all of this would be pittance compared to the phenomenal level of waste creating the universe for humans would create.

  It is, upon any level of reflection, completely and utterly preposterous. If I were to be told by any person that they find it believable in any way I would be greatly disappointed in them. I don’t believe I could write a character intelligent enough to design RNA but foolish enough to create this much universe merely as a backdrop to a planet. Old game designers would tell you that you could just throw up a space wallpaper and call it good.

  But this is where the previous point comes in. If we are to believe for the sake of this argument that a god, any god, any creator, is real, and if we are to believe in any form of heaven, I propose that thousands of years of people have been examining the issue wrongly.

  It would not be death that leads us to heaven, this would be as with the first part of the story, merely giving the man a fish. Death is easy, praying is easy, belief is easy. I know some folks say belief is hard but I spent many years believing with all my heart I could control the weather, coincidence and cognitive mistakes make belief profoundly easy.

  What is hard however is altering the real world to make it better. What is hard is improving your lot in life and the lot of those around you. This I think would be the lesson of any deity. We are not here to live and die to find our place in heaven. This is the canvas we have been handed. A sandbox of literally unmatched size, a universe so large that there is light that has been traveling for billions of years and still hasn’t reached us.

  Science is the essence of Curiosity. This concentrated wonder is our tool to improving the universe. To not merely waiting till Heaven comes to us, but instead creating Heaven where we stand.

  I propose that if one truly believes in faith, if one truly believes in god and heaven, they must look at two questions. Has this god been so wasteful as to create the entire universe as merely a stepping stone to another even larger one? Or has this god created a universe of phenomenally life span and girth to give humanity a chance to expand into the deep stars and to unravel every last mystery it has to offer. To transcend all things we think possible and to literally create heaven ourselves?

  I am still very much a man rooted in this realm, but I do believe that if all faiths took this as the interpretation of heaven and of life we could see great advancements in society and our future. If there is a god, or gods, they are most certainly not at war with science nor with technology. There are many destructive things they may be at odds with, but curiosity is not one of them.

Matthew 13:47-50 (English Standard Version)

47"Again, the kingdom of heaven is(A) like a net that was thrown into the sea and(B) gathered fish of every kind. 48When it was full,(C) men drew it ashore and sat down and sorted the good into containers but threw away the bad. 49

  I hate to be one of “those guys” but the fish that a fisherman would throw away are those that are long dead, frail, sick, or wasted. I would think in our world death would seem to be the tossing away of those fish. Culling the Earth of those that did not succeed in their task. (Also the quell the rage, I realize the next part talks about angels coming to earth, but the entire piece is symbolic. I also realize anyone can pull anything they want from any line, allow me to indulge this once). I could think of no greater hell, hyperbole excused, than to waste away before exploring everything.

The Worthy of Worship Paradox

Update: I’ve been mulling it over and perhaps “Worthy” is not the word I’m looking for. So a possible alternative to the original shorthand is as follows:

Possible Alternative Shorthand:

Any god that demands worship does not deserve Worship.

The basic idea here is that anything that demands worship, respect, or special treatment does not deserve these things. You earn these things, just like you should earn punishment and not be given it by default. So this is a possible alternative. I will mull the point over further but the original point still stands. Anyone who demands your allegiance does not deserve your company nor aid.

 

The original Shorthand:

Any god that requires worship is not worthy of Worship.

Wow so I had this super long post written out about the above line. But I deleted the whole thing like a pissed off Marvel villain and am now rewriting it much more succinctly. It’ll still look long but it is much shorter than before…

I am technically an Athiest*, I started off my life as one, for a few hours was Agnostic, and have since then been Athiest. (During that Agnostic portion I was curious if perhaps there was a supreme being and that being was just completely malicious, more on that some other time).

I do not worry about being an Athiest for a very simple reason. I believe that there is no supreme deity. But even beyond that, if by some weird series of events I come to die and find out there is a god I will still be in no way worried. But why? Well the shorthand above explains it fairly simply.

I would never want someone to leave their kids, their friends, or anyone they care about in the care of someone less accepting of people than I am. I am far from perfect and I can be pretty mean at times but even with that I’m happy to say there are few ways a person can end up on my bad side. It requires time and dedication to make me dislike a person for longer than a few minutes.

Certainly would take an enormous amount of activity to elicit being stranded to limbo or even worse hell.

With this in mind if I do somehow find myself amidst some afterlife and staring into the visual system of some supreme thing, I will stand there without an ounce of fear. Because the only being I would ever wish to spend eternity around (regardless of distance separated) would be one that is as accepting or more accepting of others than I am.

Any being that would judge me negatively because of how I lived my life (considering it is one that actively attempts to not harm others) is not a being worth accompanying nor praise on any level. I would sooner spend eternity in hell than a minute in heaven ruled by a bigot.

Likewise eternity is a very long time (longer than that even), any activity within the confines of mortality is infinitely smaller than eternity. There is no amount of worship or good deed I can fathom that would merit eternal blessings nor eternal punishment. Perhaps a very long time in either but eternity is only something that one would be granted by a being that is very very nice.

It’s somewhat amateurish, perhaps a bit naïve, but this is a strong facet of my life. I say that a bit ironically because I do not think about this situation more than a couple times a year and only because of someone else bringing up the afterlife.

Personally I feel Religion is a unique waste of time. Not because it is a bad thing necessarily, but because any being that a person would live eternal with should be held to a standard at or above that of mortal beings. Nothing that acts as unaccepting as a bigot should be deemed fit to rule any realm nor should be given any praise/worship.

As I’ve said before I’m an optimistic realist, a term I think I’ve coined (I certainly thought of it on my own), and part of that is merely living life well and doing things as effectively and positively as possible. To spend a minute worshiping when one could be happily reading, or playing, or living, is unfortunate to me. I would never punish or demean someone for doing it but it most certainly is not an activity I would do myself.

This is the lowest level anyone should accept. A being that might not understand, might feel its subject unwise, but ultimately does not hinder nor harm. It does not judge but tries to understand and finds joy in doing so. Excited by differences and by the unknown (though I suppose in theory deities know all, but I find that to be a mighty boring prospect and hope for their sake it is untrue).

Ultimately what I’d be expecting: A shrug, a smile, and a gesture towards the closest place to get a drink. (I should note that if heaven is what you make of it then heaven for me would effectively be the current universe, but that’s again a story for another day).

 

*By this I mean I do not actively wonder if there is a god. I do not think about the prospect of deities any more than I might wonder if Dragons are flying around the moon Titan. It’s a non-issue. I figure it needs to be clarified since there are organizations that actively combat faith that call themselves Athiest and the term is mighty loaded. I’m using it under its literal meaning. It is not a belief system itself but a means to describe a basic principle…something I’ve done poorly in this footnote.

Atheism, Politics, Faith, and the Failure of Followers

  Quite a wordy title! But I was trying to snag all the keywords that this (relative to the title) short article is about. In Honor of Colbert I’ll be supporting my points with “the gut” and you can make your own personal judgment of whether or not I’m being accurate :) . I like to think I’m fairly good at this sort of thing so we shall see.

  Recently I was asked if Atheism means that one knows, unequivocally, there is no God. I do think indeed that there are a large group of people who call themselves Atheists because they believe this and I’d be willing to go farther and say that like the word “Gay” the term “Atheist” no longer encompasses in the majority the group it originally was intended for (originally Gay meant Happy as far as I’m aware; But no nicer group of people could have snagged it so good for them).

  Atheism is not necessarily a belief in anything, I do not mean in the context of Nihilism, but it is not a belief structure it is a knowledge structure. It’s name may merely be a misnomer? I’m in no position to create a better one, though I do think that “Intellectual” or “Scientist” are better options. Though the former has been butchered by Fox News and the latter isn’t necessarily anymore accurate for some folks. Which leads me into what will follow this coming paragraph.

  Atheism is a lifestyle where a person applies the scientific method throughout their life where necessary. It is not that they know that God does not exist, but given the evidence, there is no reason to believe that God does. This does not mean in the future that evidence may indeed show that there is a God, it merely means that at this time there is no evidence to support the idea. Because of this Atheists do not believe in God, just like they do not believe that (as I’ve heard it said) Invisible Tea Cups orbit Mars and radiate pure dreams. It is possible, but there is no evidence to support it beyond anecdotal.

  Alright I lied two paragraphs ago, I have more before we move on. Atheism like most lifestyles has been dominated by an incredibly loud and incredibly misinformed group of people. Unfortunately for reasons unbeknownst to me (maybe God knows ;) ) they seem to be the ones that end up having lots of free money and time that they can invest in shouting through megaphones at churches or badger faithful people about their foolish life choices. These people are not Atheists, they are more closely related to a group known as “Douche Bags”. The problem is that, like popular Tea Partiers, they have become so engrained in the ‘movement’ (I use that word because it is late and my vocabulary is tanking) that they are seen as the movement. This is never the case and luckily many of them make poor life choices and die young. That wasn’t too harsh was it?

  Now to help redeem myself in your eyes I will move back to my point about the terminology not being accurate (I know it has been so long since I was talking about it we’ve both forgotten, it’s ok we’ll work through this). In every faith, every political body, and indeed every organization on the planet there are vast majorities of what I like to call “Ignoraleeches.” These are people who are largely ignorant of the faith/political body/organization of which they are apart of, but they saw a line or two in a pamphlet somewhere and thought “That’s a pretty good idea.” Because of this when you ask them about their own life and how they identify themselves they might say something akin to the following “I’m a Christian Democrat.”

  That statement sounds harmless, but it is usually wrong. They are not an actual Christian, they are someone who believes that Jesus existed and that there is likely a God. But they more-than-likely did not read the bible, if you name a famous line from the bible they can’t recite it, if you ask them the name of the Prophets they can’t tell you. If you ask them who condemned Jesus they will likely guess (and guess wrong). I’m not saying Christians are stupid, because I’ve only met maybe 1 or 2 in my entire life, the rest are merely Ignoraleeches, they love the idea of a god and of a very nice guy who came down to wash away their sins. They haven’t dwelled farther than that, they may have seen a church once but that was the extent of it.

  This is true of every faith, the majority (that is to say over 50% I couldn’t give a more accurate number than that) of people are not actual followers of their beliefs. Because to be a follower you need to take in the whole picture. You can’t just pick and choose what you like and ignore what you don’t, that’s not the same thing, faith is not a build-a-bear. What you become is a Chimera which is not necessarily bad thing (Chimeras are badass). But what it does is create a massive Zerg like mass of flesh that unfortunately does not share the single mindedness the Zerg are famous for. You have the illusion of a bunch of cohesive people when really it’s hundreds of thousands (if not millions) of subtypes that each share only the vaguest similarities.

  This gives faiths more power than they deserve, the idea of a text that suggests peaceful and love filled life is a fantastic thing but I’m still waiting on one to be made. Those that I’ve read have had some extremely harsh rhetoric and stories within them that have troubled me deeply. If you are an actual follower of your faith, following the text that is the unquestionable word of the all powerful (whichever all powerful that might be) there is no way you can accept the existence of folks whose faith differs from yours. I cannot speak on Scientology but every other faith I’ve read into and read the book of explicitly says that no other faith can exist and the followers cannot be (conversion through word or death).

  I understand faith and I’m not trying to make it sound bad, that’s not my intention. I’m merely pointing out the problem with organizations of any type. You have a massive organism where only a few pieces actually understand the central structure and the rest just pick and choose, it is easy but it is not correct. I can’t choose which sections of math work for me and ignore those that don’t, I can try and it might look like I’ve succeeded but I’ll never understand the domain entirely because of it. I’m merely a member of a certain part of math, not the entire body of mathematics (Calculus is a gangster).

  Political parties are a huge perpetrator of this problem, perhaps worse than faith in the sense that they quite directly affect my life in a very negative manner. Nearly nobody in either party in the US is actually a part of that party. They cannot tell you the actual founding principles of their party nor can they tell you about the most influential leaders of their party. This might sound like a bold statement, but give it a shot, you’ll be so successful you’ll swear it is confirmation bias. What this creates is to mega parties that seemingly represent mass portions of the US when in actuality they represent ridiculously small portions. The rest pick and choose what they like and then call themselves a “Democrat” or a “Republican”. I’m also quickly going to acknowledge the position of Independent/Moderate and the fact that most folks (at least if Polls are to be believed) consider themselves a part of these (which I tend to consider the same thing but even they seem to have divides). This is probably accurate because by design this position is one that is defined by the desire to pick and choose, which is generally the only honest option people have.

What we have is a planet full of fleshy snowflakes, each trying to take their own personal experiences and transpose them on the global scale. They assume that their beliefs are accurate and thus must represent the entirety of those in their group. I am immediately aware of the humor in this article in relation to that last sentence (for those that didn’t catch it you could apply my last sentence to me as well right this moment). I’m often reminded of this when people speak of “moderate” *insert group here* versus “extremist” *insert group here*, be it Christians, Muslims, Tea Partiers, Republicans, or the less discussed “Chess Club” (They can kill you with a Rook from 50 yards), we are apparently able to identify that there are two groups of people but we make the mistake of labeling one “good” and one “bad”. For the sake of accuracy you have the first group, the moderates, which are your pick and choosers. They take what they like and ignore what they like on the intellectual buffet they’ve taken a seat at. These people do not represent the essence of the organization they affiliate themselves with, they merely legitimize a (generally) otherwise ridiculous concept by taking only the reasonable pieces of it and ignoring the other 99% that would make a creative writers mind explode (“Oh come on…nobody could ever believe that.

  I’m not picking on faith, that is true about Republicans, Democrats, Religions, Atheists, and basically any group you can think of (I’m sure even your softball team has this issue). It’s a hidden dissonance that desperately needs to be addressed. You are much more unique than you think, any group you think you are a member of is probably inaccurate at best, and the attempt to globalize your personal experiences is a dangerous precedent.

  MLK famously said “I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.” Now I’m not a fan of milking others but he said it better than I could have and far earlier than I am saying it.

  Though he was speaking against racism and a utopia in which we are more concerned with the character’s story than the character’s physical person (which I like) I think this also fits in with my point. Don’t define yourself by race, belief, political party, or anything else that ties you inseparably from a global beast. It is that which is in you that is most important, the content of your character should be the most precious treasure you house from birth till death. It is the compilation of every event in your life big or small and is ultimately unique in its final sum.

  Label yourself a non label, so to speak, take a title that merely describes and does not dictate. You don’t belong to a faith, or a party, or a group, you belong to yourself. Finally to quote one more amazing person to finish my point which by now has likely been entirely lost:

"You are an important person just the way you are. You can make healthy decisions." – Fred Rogers.

(^ The quote could quite easily be a tl;dr to my entire topic.)

  I’m sure this’ll get lost in the ethos of the internet never to be seen again, which I feel, as one would expect, to be a shame.

“…how to go to heaven, not how the heavens go”

  I’m sure I’ve quoted this enough times that it looks like I’d sleep with Galileo or at the very least take him to dinner (which I surely would…dinner that is). This phrase is, to me, one of the most powerful statements in the history of civilized man. The full line is "The Bible was written to show us how to go to heaven, not how the heavens go."

  While I am known for my rather callous feelings towards religion. This is not the goal of this post and indeed 99% of my posts are not trying to butcher the faithful upon a pedestal. What I’m here to discuss today especially is what religion cannot do and will never be able to do.

  There has never and will never be a scientific use for faith. All of the benefits that people get medically from being religious have been seen with equal success in merely positive people. It provides absolutely no aid to any real world field of science. This is no a negative to faith, because it was never meant to do such a thing (or at least I don’t believe it ever outwardly advertised such), however in modern day it is a huge flaw that is overlooked by many who have vendettas against certain scientific beliefs.

  Obviously to many this is a post in response to intelligent design, formerly known as creationism, and even before that known by 4-5 names. As was stated in a very good book I’ve been reading (“only a theory”) it would appear that more often than not religion is not trying to explain how something works but instead is trying to merely get credit for the something.

  You cannot discover how malaria spreads, why the suns light gives people skin cancer, nor can it even explain why people cannot breath underwater. We didn’t decode the human genome with a single bit of guidance by any book of faith nor did we make it to the moon through the discoveries found in any scripture.

  There will never be a time when faith can properly function as a scientific tool and likewise there will never be a time when science can function properly as a tool of faith. Each is by its very roots incompatible with the other. This is not to say you cannot be a faithful scientist, that is a scientists who for whatever reason has religious convictions, but neither will benefit the other. They exist in solitude from one another and that is by no means a bad thing.

  The danger is when we make the mistake of assuming that faith can save our biological selves. We do not need another era of trephinations to remind us of what happens when we fight that truth. So as many have, much more eloquently than I, this is a modest request to cease and desist with the incessant attempts to use faith as a tool of science. In the end it helps no one and creates various problematic and violent situations.

  Well that’s it for today, I will likely discuss the book linked above once I finish it. It is fantastic though and roughly 50% of the way through it I suggest anyone read it who has the ability to do so.

How much is too much?

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30890934/

  Now it isn’t an isolated incident, there are nations that have been battling for hundreds if not thousands of years merely because of a disagreement in literature. I know people say that even without faith we will still have conflict but I tend to think that once people are fighting over which is better, star trek or star wars, we’ll be able to step back and stop it much easier.

  In my mind I wonder though, what benefits do religion give you that you couldn’t acquire by simply being a positive human being? Neither is necessary to have the other so this is not a case of parsing how you could do one without the other.

  Just how much dependency on a belief is too much is another thing I’d be interested in knowing. When you ignore simple medical care and allow your child to die, when you rush to develop nuclear weaponry simply to attack another group of people who disagree with you on a single aspect of your life. At what point do we step back and just say “Whoa”…likewise just when will I start using question marks again to end my questions?

  That’s where I stand though, I’m just not grasping the gain. The benefit of glorifying death over life. For now I just read the newspaper and see event after event that is pretty upsetting. Taking course after course where there is a single theme that holds true.

  However amidst it all I’m pretty positive about life, that to me is what counts. In case you were curious ;) .

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